Why?

As I sat here for a month watching the trial of Casey Anthony in the murder of her sweet baby girl Caylee Marie Anthony, my heart sank when the verdict came back not guilty.  How can you party and go on with life for even 2 hrs when you know your baby is gone.  You will never again hear their voice, see their smile, smell there child like smells, hold them in your arms, hear the words "I Love You", the list goes on and on.  I was a balled up mess after my sweet Superman Liam passed away, to this day a yr a half later I still get choked up talking about him, and what may or may not have happened because I was not with him.  I can't believe that 12 people were so convinced after less then 24 hrs that she was innocent despite her actions. I hope that while she walks the streets no matter where she may be that she will never have the fun, happy life she thought she had or was gonna have because she no longer has to worry about Caylee..  I hope she is miserable for the rest of her life and hopefully God will give her the ultimate punishment.  I think every day of Liam, my life is my children and no normal mother would do this let alone let someone else do it and then cover for them.  If her dad was involved then he needs to be punished.  Her mother needs to be punished for lying on the stand.  Liam I don't know what happened, how it happened or why you passed but if someone is responsible they will pay in due time.  Not a moment goes by that I don't think about you or look at your pictures or say your name...  Forever in my heart my angel

A day at the Dentist

Well this morning went to the dentist for a temporary crown on which I had a root canal done about 2 years ago on.  Last week I had my 3rd root canal and will be getting a temporary crown for that one as well.. It's hard for me to go to the dentist, and to say how much I got quite sick on my previous visit.  Liam went to the dentist (the same one I grew up with) for the first time not to long before his passing.  For never having been he only had 3 cavities, I was so proud of him for being so brave to get a filling done.  I wasn't there personally when he did but heard he did a very good job, but after only one filling and he was supposed to get two done that day, he told the dentist he was good and he would come back for the other one...  Anything to get out of something just like his mommy.  Sitting in that chair makes me think of Liam being my brave SUPERMAN in everything he did.  We miss you little man and love you more then the moon and the stars in the sky...